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Help! I Have Been Having S*x With My Cousin, Could This Be Right?



I Have Been Having S*x With My Cousin, Could This Be Right?
I Have Been Having S*x With My Cousin, Could This Be Right?
A Tori News reader who is romantically involved with her relation is currently seeking public advice on how she can free herself of the inappropriate feelings.

Dear Tori News,
 
Please secure my identity. My name is Chichi. I am 23 years of age. I am based in Lagos. My mom is late. I am the only child of my father who is well to do. I am like the apple of my father's eyes and he hardly allows me to mix up with people. He sent me to a private university not because of the quality of education over there but because he wanted to monitor my life. Several lecturers as well as the porters at the hostels I stayed in school were on his payroll. They kept me under close surveillance all through. It was like a prison for me.
 
Sometimes, he could call me and ask me to change the clothes I was wearing for the day even when he was outside the country. It was shocking to me. The informants were really competent. He said he was trying to protect me. Even when I went for my holiday in the United States of America, I ended up being caged in a duplex. I couldn't relate with male folks. Gradually and unconsciously, I was forced into lesbianism without my father's knowledge. 
 
On the 21st of December, 2015; my father introduced me to one Jaiye as my cousin. He said Jaiye needs to process his traveling documents to go study in the United Kingdom and needed a place in Lagos to stay as he is based in Akure. Jaiye is 26 years old. He is not too handsome but quite tall, slim, light-skinned and soft spoken. I later discovered he is a great story-teller and a nice listener.
 
Initially, we didn't have a good rapport. One day, after returning from his travel agent's office, he was so disturbed. He claimed he was having a problem with his IELTS score which was affecting his admission to the university in Europe. I tried consoling him out of sympathy and we ended up talking at length. I ve never been so close to a guy in my life and things were strange to me. The closeness intensified. 
 
A day to his return to Akure, I felt so down about his departure. I was moody and in no time, tears were welled in my eyes. I just went straight to my room to prevent his prying eyes. He got the picture and later joined me in my room that night and cheered me up. I hugged him passionately. To my greatest shock, he kissed me. I felt goose pimples all over my body. The feeling was strange. I couldn't put up any resistance, he continued and I started responding. He had this sweet smell emanating from his body which was well structured. The hairs around his chest were fascinating. It was then I realized I was straight. He grabbed my breasts and sucked them passionately. My see-through night gown which was skimpy made the job easier for him. I died 10 times on the spot.
 
He ate me that night. My eyes were filled with tears out of ecstacy. When he finally got in, I was a new experience for me. He was quite lengthy and huge down below. I cried softly so as not to alert the cooks and housemaids. He was as strong as a lion. After the first round, we looked at each other in deep shock. He quickly went on his knees and apologized to me. I was touched. I held him tight in appreciation of making me feel like a woman. That night, it was like a clash of titans. I discovered something new about me. I was like an Oliver Twist. I kept asking for more. We hit it 3 more times. He slept in my room.
 
He extended his stay in Lagos because of me. All we have been doing is s*x without the knowledge of my father who expects us to respect the blood connection. I seem to have strong feelings for him. He wants me to work my National Youth Service Corp, NYSC programme to Akure so that we could be together. Jaiye's bed skills are addictive. I can't just get him off my mind even when I know what we are doing is incest. This will destroy the family bond if the news of our romance leaks.
 
My father could kill Jaiye if he discovers. His entire family depends on my father for survival. This spells doom for them. I can't stop sleeping with Jaiye. My body yearns for him. I feel jinxed. I am so confused.
 
I need advice please.

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